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2009-10-01T15:45:00.006+08:00

well...

suddendly i i have the urge to blog again..

so yeah i will post all my perth trip pics for u guys =D

first days.

timm and jason pick us up at the airport wif 2 cars =D

one hop onto each =D

im in subaru wrx =D coo3l car yeah

so, tim drove me to the hotel.

check in for me. took my luaggage for me.

u can nv find such guys in sg i guess LOL...

after tat, slack in the hotel. while waitin for pig and jason to arrive...

i was browsing the magazine. finally they had arrived !

and so we shower. make up . done wif everything.

they brought me to baby;s hse (:

reached- and baby open tim;s car and ask me to hop onto his =D

yeah. we chatted along the way. he brought me to this japanese restraunt..

had unagi . he had the combo thingy dunNoe wads tat LOl

they westernized the sushi by adding a lot of salad in it . LOL

after eating, hop onto baby;s car again. went to have ice cream =D

cookies and cream is love ey!

went back to the hotel after.

Day 2..

wake up at 6+ in the morning. do facial mask. and chatted wif pig.

shower-ed and make up done. jason is downstair waitin for us.

rdy to bring us for a shopping spree =D

didnt really bought anything. went to woolworths supermarket....

had grilled chicken for bf and lunch. and off we went for our shopping trip!

3 shopping centre in total we went on tat day =x

after shopping back to the hotel for wash up ...

and went to pick baby up after his work =D

off we went to valentino (italian) for dinner.

CHILLI MUSSELS IS COo3l.

after dinner, we went back to the hotel =DDD

we had our ddc (only 5 of us noe wads tat)

and pig fall aslp -_-

baby ask me to go to the other room.

we went over. hes like so fckin sleepy -_-'

but we chatted till 4am....

he yawn like 100 times LOL =x

he went back home at 6..

too lazy to get up to send him off so yeah he go by himself lOL =x

morning time again..

which is already day 3 !

wash up. timmy came to pick us up =D

off we went to pick jason up and go to woolworths near tim;s hse

meet baby dere.

went to buy some food for down south...

buy lots and lots of meat, potato, chocolates, tibits, snacks....

after tat baby brought me to this cafe outside for breakfast.

he bought a pie for me (: hah

3 hrs drive frm down south.

...

went to winery..

Mad Fish

esther & pig

to be continue..

-xs-

2009-09-28T17:29:00.001+08:00

its been long since i last blog =x

jus got back frm my perth trip..

haha i guess no one is reading my blog anymore..

so i wont update tat much.

i miss my bun bun right now =(

i wanner migrate to perth!!!

daddy pls grant my wish =(

-esther-

2009-07-31T09:27:00.000+08:00

its friday again!

im gonner go get so many stuff tml!

town area will be the place tat i would wan to check out ! HAHAHAHA

-issey miyake perfume

-3 refill of loreal foundation

-shoes? maybe not lol.

-esther-

我以为我们的爱情, 誓言里还会有转机. i will be here standing where i am .

2009-07-13T15:47:00.002+08:00

SHOPPING ~

i shall blog abt jus sunday.

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meet up wif fish,jean,stephy early in the morning @ amk mac
for breakfast.
chit chat till 11+ am.
send stephy to yck mrt for driving lesson.
so baby and i went to shop a while.
bought 3 shorts LOL -_-'

arund 1+ pick stephy up at the same place again.
den..
we head towards bugis junction.
saw 2 ANG MOS.
wow. my eye really keep staring lols -_-
damn it.
tall and well build.. (:

anyway,
i bought a jumper, a pair of shoes over @ bugis.
spend like almost 200+ argh.
im feeling poor -_-'

went over to partyworld @ bishan.
sing sing sing...
all of us went down to pasa malam,
bought ramy burger LOL
my 4th time eating tat burger .
kinda nice (: hehehe

went home after tat.

bathe & slp ~

im better off alone

-esther-

2009-07-09T16:05:00.002+08:00

EXTREMELY TIRED!

i like this pic (:

-esther-

im tired!........ hao lei arh..

j,hiwurhwm.

2009-07-08T13:04:00.001+08:00

ITS 080709

nth to blog abt.

-esther-

2009-07-04T09:44:00.002+08:00

03.07.09

ytd, when to fareast florist after work.
wif baby jean,and baby stephy.
wanted to plant chilli.
so i bought,soil,pot,and the chilli seeds(:
the soil is so freakin heavy -_-'
had a hard time carrying,
and made my hand so freaking pain (:
haha. but its okay ^^

anyway, reason for planting.
im not gonner say it here.
as no one noes.
maybe only someone noe >< anymore ="(

anyway, back to tml. after all the buying needs. head towards bishan, had dinner, went up to ktv (: and i freakin bought a pair of shoe while waitin for the others to come! told ya couldn't let me shop alone -_-

today.

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meetin up wif ivy and yt for movie later.

im seriously not havin any mood.

p.s How Do I Tell U I Miss U?

Really Wanner Tell U How Much I Love U.

but i guess, it no longer works.

-xs-

someone tell wad should i do.

2009-06-30T12:32:00.003+08:00

Frm F-L, L-S

if u can guess wad my tittle means.
tats gd for u (:
but if u cant.
dun bother trying.
as it will be a tough one (; hehe

4TH-
the 4th decade had passed.
and i jus realised tat.
i should have realised its wrong frm the very start.
Its just purely coincidence.
i shouldnt have even let this coincidence met.
its a WRONG.

the song 最熟悉的陌生人 has been playing for the 54th times.
in my playlist.
i sung more den 10 times in ktv ytd.
the more i listen to this song,
the more i feel tat the lyrics is so meaninful.

yt&xs

yt&xs

fish&xs

fish&xs

xs&stepy

xs&

yt&xs

kiat&xs

-esther-

2009-06-29T17:19:00.002+08:00

最熟悉的陌生人

还记得吗
窗外那被月光染亮的海洋
你还记得吗
是爱让彼此把夜点亮
为何后来我们用沉默取代依赖
曾经朗朗星空
渐渐阴霾

心碎离开
转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞
是否找个人填心中空白
我们变成了世上
最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦

心碎离开
转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞
是否找个人填心中空白
我们变成了世上
最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦

我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折
各自悲哀?
只怪我们爱得那么汹涌
爱得那么深
于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了
却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了
激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里
沉沦

下雨天

下雨天了怎么办我好想你
不敢打给你我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景做你的代替
陪我等雨停

期待让人越来越沉溺
有谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
差別接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
有谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
差別接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
差別接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

-esther-

2009-06-29T00:07:00.004+08:00

IM SAD

y am i burrying my sorrow.

y am i feeling sad.

y am i feeling so low.

Y AM I .

im really askin myself y.

and i jus got no ans for tat.

im trying hard not to think abt it.

but i cnt.

finally, i understand y dere's no forever.

it doesnt come tat easily.

but it jus go off wif a light blow.

WHY IS THIS SO !

sigh....

the feeling tat best can describe now is tat song on my blog.

i can no longer tell it to whoever,whenever i wish.

-esther-

-unhappy-

-unspoken feelings-

the feeling which can nv be understand.

2009-06-27T10:08:00.003+08:00

WHAT DOES E MEANS?
E means Esther?
E means End?

headed to yck mrt station to pick HOH RUO SHENG up =)
wanted to watch transformers ....
but -_- the tix were sold out for all the timing.
so we head to sakae sushi ,
ordered a few dishes.
but i've got no mood to eat.
feeling kinda LOST my appetite.
baby jean came.
she had a small little cute pot of soup !
finished up.
and we were to charles and keith.
saw a sandal i like it so much,
but told myself not to get anymore. -_-
BUT! spending can really make my day (:
when up to party world after walking arund...
sing ...
sing....
sing......

den we head to jalan kayu for prata....
SAW JJ TAT BEETCH! lols (:
yeah so if ur reading. jj this's for u hurr =x hehehe
*meet up for dinner soon babe*

head home after.
time reached hom 3.05AM!

dun feel like doin anything right now.

p.s I've learn to smile no matter what happen.

Unspoken Feeling.

我们成了最熟悉的陌生人.

-esther-

2009-06-13T09:12:00.003+08:00

PANDA EYES @_@

im think im really a sleepy head.
for the past 1 whole week. (mon-fri)
i went out almost everyday.
and yeah wed JJ is back..
so fish,jean,son,kiat we meet up at my hse's poolside for a chit chat session.
and she gave me a Christine Dior Perfume(cherie) as bd present!
it smells really nice. ~~ and she helped me to get vodka peach & gossip girls S1&S2.
THX ALOT MANZ. (:
and ytd (fri. 110609)
we had BBQ! @ my hse .
knock off @ 6,pick son up @ yishun and rush to amk hub ntuc to buy stuff.
son and i reach first while jj is next.
fish and jean is slow..
but its okay.
head towards ntuc. grab a trolley
throw all the things we wanner bbq in the trolley.
after 30-40 mins of throwing.
went to the cashier , paid up and left.
went back home and found out we didnt buy the bbq net.!
oh damn.
rush to hougang point to get it !!
and i freaking parked my car for less den 10 mins ?
THEY CHARGE ME $1.60!!! wth carpark is tat? zzzz
moreover, its not using the ERP READER.
we have to insert the cashcard in !!
argh! ( it can be worst manz ) -_-

anyway.
TODAY!

i think we gonner go town! for a shop!
ITS GSS!
and i still didnt get myself anything?
oh god damn ! lols.
gonner shop till IM BROKE!!!! +X

im tired.
update later

BYE

-esther-

2009-06-15T17:30:00.002+08:00

HURRAY~

on sat i had received my driving lic card (:

CUTE? =x lols.~~

-esther-

2009-06-19T10:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRD DAY BABY KL (:

gonner work half day today (:
will be heading down to baby's chalet ^^ hehhe

anyway jean is off to china for shopping!
miss miss (:

* updates*
on thurs.
i went to bishan wif mom and dad for a shop.
freakin bought a total of 5 pairs of shoes!
3 for me and 2 for mom...
will update the pic later.. heheh

i wanner go club club club!
argh!

-esther-

2009-06-11T12:28:00.002+08:00

I AM BORED @ WORK!

anybody pls? talk to me on msn or sms (:

hmmm...

i think my new hair style is so nice .
which make me looks C _ _ E! lols =x
but dere's someone who say no comment...
so sad !! argh.
think TAT SOMEONE gonner read my blog?
hmm. not sure? -_-

I AM goin to buy bbq stuff for tml.
fetching them up? i dunnoe.......

I NEED MORE SHOES! BAGS! CLOTHES! AND MANY THINGS!

*hint*
spotted one gucci bag.
$650.?
should i get it or not ?
so ex luh!! hehehe.

-esther-

2009-06-10T13:52:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA.

went for a rebonding session ytd.
i dunnoe wad to say jus show pic -_-'

is it nice? or weird?

anyway, fri bbq @ my hse o-o =x

invited ppl pls come =DD~~ heheeh

NEXT WEEK BABY'S BD CHALET~
CNT WAIT!!

LOVE U BABY KL +X hehe

-esther-

2009-06-08T15:10:00.003+08:00

sun.
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went sentosa early in the morning wif fish, jean baby and kiat.

its so hot dere.
its like goin dere all the way jus to get myself burned LOL! < nice quote frm pig.

they played for awhile.. i stand/sit for awhile .
after tat head to coasters.!
order food and drinks.
-beer
-grilled chicken wings
-cheese susages
-mango freeze ( tequilla)
-mango freeze again cuz i dun like the alchol inside my freeze.
-thin pizza~

everything dere is like so yummy!
its a gd place to chill.
jus sit by the side and see hunks ,babes.~~

after tat. went back to my hse.
they went for a swim @ my hse..
and i brought them to eat crabby at nite.
yummy!
thumbs up! =x
order quite alot.
for a total of 120$ lols.
kinda cheap~

is goin out wif me expensive?
they said so -_-'

LASTLY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BRO LIM ZONG HAN (:
21st liao LMAO.
old already!!!...

-esther-

*post pic later*

2009-06-05T09:45:00.002+08:00

ITS FINALLY FRIDAY..

yeah!
after work today..
mr heng is treating xs and han to dinner @ CRYSTAL JADE *my FAV! lauffs*
still wan to go drink? -_-
gosh!!!
better not go drink tonite -_-''' cfm puke after eating ! heheh

anyway.
tml i might be goin town wif mommy~~~
shes buying me my LV BAG!
and i wanner get my IPOD CLASSIC as well (:
sigh......

i am unhappy.
in a way or two.

-esther-

p.s: i remain silence doesnt means i can take it.
its all good.

(:

2009-06-01T07:25:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF ~~

LOL +XX

-esther-

2009-05-30T09:47:00.002+08:00

GREAT DAY~

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went home after work..

bathed, changed.

off to fetch ivy,sze,zhen and yt for dinner.~
had chilli crab,pepper crab @ serangoon.
luckily got velvet to park car for me.
if not i think -_-'' LOL(:

anyway went to happy dazes for coffee~
sze went off to pub wif her frens first.
followed by zhen and i ..
fetched her home as she got to work the next morning (:

reached my hse carkpark.
SAW IVY'S BAG ON MY CAR -_-
god damn..
called her and lian drive her to my hse lol.
funny one!!

anyway. goin to meet up wif fish,kiat,pig,son,and i dunnoe who for dinner again!
.... been eating lots recently. due to wad?
my bd -_-' everyone's treating me LOL (:

heheeh...

sun..

goin to meet up wif kl!
BABY I GOT UR EU ON MY CAR ALREADY lol. so nO worries (:

yeah!.

tats abt it.

and MONDAY..

who's gonner buy me a cake? doubt so..

-esther-

2009-05-28T07:53:00.003+08:00

27MAY2009!

ITS THE DAY I PASSED MY TP!!

oh gosh. its like the best damn gift ever frm the tester...

stupid tester booked me for 2 pages. and passed me.

do u think hes kiam pa?

i felt so too lol.

anyway. went home. fetch yan to office and daddy give me a car -_-

nub lousy vios..

went out to fetch fish & son for dinner. LOL!.

@ thomson "HOOKED"

order so many thing.

headache for the whole of ytd due to " nv eat for the whole day"

so excited and happy for myself.!

knew i will make it ytd (:

heheheh....

goin to get rdy for work now =)) hehehe

-esther-

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2009-05-25T11:05:00.002+08:00

sun.

240509.

meet up wif jean,fish,pig,son for dinner in town @ sushi tei ~

they gave me a surprise by giving me this.

lols. its a cosmetic pouch (:

love it...

I HOPE THE BIGGEST PRESENT WILL BE GIVEN BY THE TP!
wish me luck tml in passing (: hehehe

-esther-

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2009-05-22T12:16:00.002+08:00

EMO-ED mood.

i've been feeling down for the pass 3 days.. ( for some reason which i dun wanner say)

and today. will be going to pub.... as its yibao birthday!

-_- omg. goinn get drunk tonite ....
hope drinking drown my sorrow..

-esther-

2009-05-21T12:39:00.001+08:00

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Felt like a scene on the cutting room floor
When I let you walk away tonight without a word

I try to sleep
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unravelin´ oh
If you were here right now I swear I'd tell you this

Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
Coz all I ever want it comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you everytime you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no
I memorized the number
So why can't I make the call
Maybe coz I know you'll always be with me
Impossibility oh

Baby I don't wanna waste another day (another day)
Keeping it inside is killing me
Coz all I ever want it comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

oh oh no no no
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
coz everything that I hold in
Coz everything I can't let go
Oh oh oh oh can't let go
Yea

Coz baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
Coz all I ever want (all I ever wanted)
it comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you everytime you leave
I'm inconsolable
oh oh oh oh

Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna
Waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you everytime you leave
I'm inconsolable
Yea yea yea
yea yea oh oh
I'm inconsolable
whoa oh oh oh...
I'm inconsolable
oh oh yeah yea.

-esther-

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2009-05-10T17:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER DAY TO ALL THE MOM IN THE WORLD ~

hmmm..

as its mother day!
han,yan and i went to town wif mom.

bought mom this.

S$820.00

mom bought a sling bag for han for hes birthday!

S$1010.00

mom treated us to crystal jade ( my fav) *lauffs*

and off we head home =x heheheh.

-esther-